I was reading a post and I just figured out fully who I am and what I identify as. Someone finally listed an identity that described me and I’m crying now I’m so happy.
I know the songs. I know the dances. I just don’t know which songs go with which dances. But I want to take a nap so bad and I know I’ll only get 3 hours of sleep tonight which is as much as I got last night. All in all I’m exhausted, not at all ready for this rehearsal, and have no desire to spend the next two hours running lines with dances when I could be sleeping. and at some point I need to do laundry.
just gonna say this: if someone has social anxiety and they ask you something akin to ‘are you mad at me’ or ‘do you hate me’, it isn’t because they don’t trust you, it’s because their brain literally tells them that all the time
it’s not a personal slight, it’s insecurity caused by mental illness